So, it has been a while i posted last, but i have been dealing with some issues. The Paradigm shift i am enduring is difficult to wrap my head around it. Anyways the main thing i have been dealing with is that at work we haven't been getting the calls that we should be. Everyone above me has been blaming everything from spring break to a change in the business. Meanwhile this means that those of us that dont matter get sent home early.

Normally this would upset me, i would just use the time to work on a new project, but in the past four weeks i have been sent home 20 days. this means that my checks are short. The only word to describe that is aggravating.

As for the other things i have been dealing with, i have proven that if i want to be a special effects artist then i have to go somewhere else for work. All i deal with here are idiots who want to spend little to nothing on quality work for special effects. I also cant work on my own things because i need money to do it, i want to build my portfolio but i cant. If i was working full time, i would maybe be able to save up and work on something every once in a while.