oh boy, looks like i was pretty mad the last time i posted. Its good to say that things are different now, i am working full time again and am now in whats called a LEAD program. this program is meant to train us to be supervisors. That's awesome, its great, wonderful, spectacular... why do i not feel it. maybe its because i haven't spoken with my Mentor(personal guide to take me through the process) yet, and most of the other people have. Maybe its the fact that i am not really doing something that matters to me in the long run. What is the long run? Will i stay with the Corp.? Will i drop everything and follow my dreams? Will i go back to school and post pone all of these decisions another three years?
I dont know... i just dont. I want to be an artist, i want to make a name for myself, but all my education taught me was i had to go out and do something that hasnt been done. That is kinda hard to do in a corporate environment. Now i dont want it to sound like i am trapped cause im not. i have a lot of freedoms that i work with and enjoy. I just want alot of things out of life, and am looking for opportunities to get them.
